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Wed, 30 Nov 2005 22:48:43 GMT

New Live Journal. Friends Only. Add it. shahrazad_x

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 13:09:34 GMT

looking at other couples makes me sad.

I've become pathetic, like I didn't think I ever would be.
I guess being single is only fun when you have someone you want to be single with, which sounds silly I guess.

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 23:56:00 GMT

I'm bleeding from the ear.

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 20:14:59 GMT

GENITALLLSSSSS

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 03:59:42 GMT

Eric is such a selfish ass who can't admit that he is!
I can hardly stand the kid anymore, I don't see why I like him.

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 02:05:54 GMT

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FUCKING HELL AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I need to get the fuck away from fustration because it happens almost everyday now.

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 18:42:40 GMT

I can't even take myself seriously.

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 02:23:25 GMT

Eric and I got in a fight tonight and broke up.
Over my computer, because appearently he's allowed to tell me not to fuck around on his computer, but I can't because appearently I'm computer illiterate.
He treats me like I know nothing, and I hate that.
It's so irritating, but I've already been getting sort of pissed of at him for letting his temper fly.
If he can't keep from saying asshole thing then he shouldn't have a girlfriend.
and he never appreciates the things I do for him anyways, like how I'll always give him the better end of any acitivty we do.
I even pick out the better end of food to give him.
it's just so...aggravating.
and like he said, if he doesn't want to see my ugly face, then some other fucking guy will.
I hope he has fun finding another girl to put up with his temper and having to remind him when he's being disrespectful shit.
I'm just so angry.

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 23:41:27 GMT

hey, I can't tell what this thing on my arm is.
it might be a rash.
It's been there for like a week.
HERPES?

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 02:55:09 GMT

Eric!!!!!
comment on my livejournal for some sort of communication!

ASKDJSKLJD

Sun, 11 Apr 2004 04:45:27 GMT

I didn't do ANY of my project today but I got two big ass books on Rome from the library....
then I went to tiff's and we all went out for icecream.... Andrew Mo makes me want to Sodomize a cow....
then after we went to Icon... but appearently i forgot to lie about my age and we didn't have enough money.. so like... we left... lol..... from now on I'm just always going to say I'm 14.....
then since we couldn't do the Icon thing we went to eric's..... and there was just alot of games in general since they had the gunbound rotation because we couldn't use the other computers....
oh and guess what, I'm still sick ~_~.... because SOOOOMEONE got me sick...
well.... I'm tired and going to sleep now...
Happy Easter to you all.... 42 minutes ago jesus came back to life as a bunny that hides colorful eggs in your backyard and makes your parents buy you things... isn't the thought creepy that alot of you are sleeping while Jesus is running around as a bunny in you're backyard hiding painted eggs and chocolate...O_o "daddy can I have a glass of water, and there's a bunny outside"

:: t o k e n ::

mrr

Sat, 10 Apr 2004 14:18:12 GMT

Well today i woke up and went to my desk.... then I looked at my desk.... and there was this big ass bug... so my mom killed it.... but anyways....
for today I'm pretty much stuck inside doing my Latin Cereal Box project (Mrs.Adams should burn in hell)..... I hope I can get it finished.... >_<
But I guess harvard square was fun enough so I haven't wasted my weekend..... yeah, I bought spaz juice and got to see this old guy spend like a half an hour in the adult section of this comic store.....lfksd;F
oh and also, I think I'm dying.... or someone got me sick because my throat is dead and I kept sneezing yesterday....mrrr

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Better...

Fri, 09 Apr 2004 04:07:05 GMT

Well my day got better, tonight since I couldn't really go out Marissa, Melissa and Chrissy came over and they are KICK ASS FRIENDS! I told Chrissy and Marissa about my dentist screwing up and the oral surgery on the phone so they got me flowers ^_^ it made me feel ALOT better.... KICK ASS.... actually most of my friends are pretty kick ass because I'm usually not friends with people who aren't.... ^__O

so yeah, and tomorrow I get to goto harvard square! ^__^ given I wont be able to enjoy some of the foods there it's still awesome~

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AHHHH

Thu, 08 Apr 2004 21:23:25 GMT

Okay, so I woke up happy because I have a dentist appointment to get three teeth pulled which I don't care about and I got to skip school.... well in the middle of pulling of my teeth I hear a crack in my mouth... then a oops... MY DOCTOR FRICKIN BROKE MY TOOTH, HE ONLY PULLED OFF THE TOP AND THE ROOT WAS JAMMED.... so while the novacane was in effect they rushed me to an oral surgeon where he did a better job and faster giving me stitches and pulling out the root than the doctor did just pulling it.... so yeah.. no solids for three days and stitches for a week.... whoopidydoo...

KJFKSDJFSKLD

Thu, 08 Apr 2004 03:13:31 GMT

So I went to tiff's after school today..... and yeah i fell asleep for a while... then later eric came... then we went to the talent show at BHS which it what I have to bitch about today....

FEEDBACK SUCKS.... They play OTHER people's songs and they just stand there.... I have to admit they played their instruments well but when they tried to sing I couldn't hear much and what i could hear made me wince.... they didn't get the crowd going they just stood there and played, and most likely most of the crowd ONLY went for the Skunkees. The Skunkees however (this isn't even biased on the fact the drummer's my brother)were AWSOME! They have kickass ska-punk songs that they WRITE THEMSELVES, they jump and bounce and they rocked the crowd! Some girl even threw her underwear at them and steve played with it on his head! DIDNT SEE ANY UNDERWEAR BEING THROWN AT FEEDBACK!When feedback won all I heard were boos and you sucks and A HELL ALOT OF SKUNKEES fan cheers~
oh and guess what I found out.... the only reason Feedback won was because the judge doesn't like my brother and his group of friends because they have individuality.... I think we should all make some sort of petition or all make something for the Skunkees to show them they really should've won.... they kicked ass and now they're all flipped out because they thought they sucked... I saw my brother and steve and brian in my driveway when I got home and they were so sad.... so tell me if you'll do it....

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(FEEDBACK SUCKS)

okay well also to lori- thanks for the help! you're ALWAYS there for me and you seem to make me a better person..... it's rubbing off on me!(I saw your xanga and htought you deserved it^___^)
and good luck to eric on his strength test tomorrow~

"HEY STEPH DID YOU HEAR FEEDBACK"
"YEAH THEY SUCKED"
.....yeah

JFFHDSJFHJDFHJDHFJD

ahhh

Tue, 06 Apr 2004 22:23:15 GMT

I'm a frickin rollercoaster- retraction retracted.... still angry though, it's the principle of the matter....
but I learned a new word today- milieu ^_~ try using it sometime

.....

Tue, 06 Apr 2004 18:41:46 GMT

I retract my update from yesterday.

I can't fucking take this anymore....

Mon, 05 Apr 2004 23:20:08 GMT

I can't take it anymore.... it may just seem like adolesence angst but I can't...there's too many fucking pressures.... first there's the top one that some people know about..... then there's my parents which is just getting to me, my dad isn't as bad but my mom treats me like I'm the most dense irresponsible person ever, like I don't know whta's for my own good.... then there's all this other crap upon crap.... I can't take it anymore. My life is just ten shades of gray..... I don't understand how people can be so perfect and happy and well adjusted...I can't stand it anymore....

Update:
well I feel alot better thanks to talking to tiff, chrissy, and lori.... and a really screwed up chat that made me happier... I solved most of my problems and had one of those annoying rational conversations with my mom instead of the usual yelling.....^_^ love all of you guys~

none

Sun, 04 Apr 2004 18:21:11 GMT

"This is your life and it's ending one minute at a time"
Life's hard, I have bad luck. We just have to deal with it.
"Fuck Martha Stewart"

wooot

Fri, 02 Apr 2004 20:32:52 GMT

well lately I've been pretty out there because of some things.... wow that explains alot...
but oh well, I'm getting my stuff together right now for Ronise's retro party tonight. I'm going 80's punk^_<
whoopdy doo....

AHHH

Thu, 01 Apr 2004 03:59:23 GMT

AHHHHHH my mom tried to kill me today.... she gave me food with avacado in it... I'm allergic to avacado.... AHHHHHHHH well nothing serious happens to me when I have an allergic reaction, my throat just get's itchy and irritated.....
well today I stayed after school and took the late bus home and didn't feel like walking home alone from the park in the rain so I got off the bus with Ivan because I saw him on there too.... yeah so I spent the day hanging out with tiff, I guess she skipped school today....
Then I came home and last minuted my Social Studies brochure :O .......
oh well... I'm bored......
still in the weird funk....

well....

Tue, 30 Mar 2004 23:25:25 GMT

well things were pretty boring today.....
I took the mcas today and it's pretty possible I got warning....
I'm tired and I think I'm getting sick....
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
..... -_-

ehhh

Tue, 30 Mar 2004 01:45:01 GMT

ehhhhh well what have a done in the past two days....
sunday I kicked pat's ass in DDR... whoop
then today was okay, I'm kinda in a crappy mood........
emooooo in my head
emooo in my headdd
"Maybe I should hate you for this,
never really did ever quite get that far"
Taking back sundayyyy

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I've gone into a funk lately, sometimes I'm happy and sometimes I get really paranoid and feel like everyone hates me behind my back, which some people probably do, but whatever....

raunchy....

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SHPLEEGLE

Sun, 28 Mar 2004 04:26:23 GMT

SHHHHAAABBLLLEEEGGLLLLLLLEEE
My hoebag brother tole my ps2 and ddr mat while i was ouuuuutttt....
HOOOOOEBAAAGGGGGG
ahhhhhhh
okay.....
well today I was going to work on my project that I haven't started yet.... still haven't started it.... oh well.... instead I went to tiff's then went over to the mall with some people......shmackle....oh and I got confidential confessions 4... wooot
yeah tonight was fun....

Hey....

Sat, 27 Mar 2004 04:04:51 GMT

Hey, I just came in here to update... because I know some people actually read my journal and it is pretty damn annoying when people don't update.....
So yeah, well today I was supposed to goto Anime club but appearently it ended really really early so marissa and chrissy didn't come until after and I didn't go... then they came over and we went to the park and ran itno chrissy's little brother at the skatepark and he was with some annoying little asshole kid that was trying to ditch him which just isn't cool so I flipped him off and we're all out to kick his ass now.... It's weird, I'm over chrissy's so much I feel defensive of him now, and plus it's just not cool to ditch someone when you're out with them, that's just an asshole thing to do.Yeah, then we came back to my house and hung out. Then melissa came with the band pictures we took a really long time ago and we decided the pictures are so greta we would revive the band because in the pictures we do look like we have alot of band chemistry... pictures chicken soup for the soul. Well anyways, we died in the winter and revived in the spring. We decided to name our band Faceless this time because in our pictures the glare made our faces really bright and hard to see....yeah, well if I get to scan them I must say they are pretty kick ass pictures.....

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